I WOULDN'T LET IT END NOW ! NOT NOW OR EVER ! GIVE ME A FEW DAYS OR A MONTH LET ME MATURE UP ABIT ! I AM CHANGE MYSELF...THOSE STUFF YOU SAID...THANKS i am going to change...


hey...i got nothing to say...i am a jerk , a firetrucking ass , there's so much stuff i want to scold myself right now..but what's the use ? she's gone. yes i am going work her back...but let me mature up...grab my balls and be a firetrucking man...you will be probably thinking this is just another lie i am going to say..but who knows ?

realise that i...done so many bad thing to her...i hurt her , lie to her but why does her still wanna be friend ? she scolded me because she care for me...and wanted to teach me...there is so many stuff i want to say right now but...just cant seem to...

if i couldn't get her back....i am just gonna complete "the last promise" and do a favour for myself and really quit gaming...it's gonna be hard but...gonna give it a try...for the things she has done...


rmb me saying i will gain back your trust ? after breaking it ? i know you are tired of hearing sorry and all those stuff ? i will just action instead of saying words...well they say action speak louder than words...

i am trying my best to change myself for the better....and in the main time dont accept any guys yet !!! ( seriously don't ! )

love you !

-jordan