Hey Guys ! It's been ages man ! a year ? things have changed , i no longer live a life looking for a GF but a life for God ! indeed my life have changed ! looking back at the past...i thought of night i will be skyping with her but now nights of talking to NF and really just saving the world , my life have no point -Jordan 2013 , TODAY I AM PROUD TO SAY MY LIFE HAVE A POINT AND THAT IS LIVING MY LIFE FOR GOD ! -Jordan 2014
Friends...if you see my old post of being depress and just spend all my days skyping with a girl ? now i am not depress but happy because my life have a point ! if you really really want to know about what is your purpose in life..you can ask someone that keep inviting you for service but you always reject , Now is the time , not later but now ! if you dont have a friend that keep inviting you ? then go out for that 1 group or person that know Jesus and that is why those people have a real smile on their faces !
-Jordan Lim ( changed and happy )
Friday, November 14, 2014
Friday, November 1, 2013
hey guys ! its been ages right ? hahah
i guess its the end for us....we went diff roads in life....for me i went to being a leader in HOGC
she ? she have someone new , someone that would do things that i couldnt do. someone that love her more than i could.
well i guess that it ? the next part of my life. the next change.
it's been a hard ride with you , it may not mean much to you but it sure did mean a world to me
i am not crying...no.....
but the next chapter....i met a new girl...she doesnt know me at all but i think that she hates me because i keep on looking at her " not look la but just short eye contact with her " i guess she called me a creep hahaha \. but one day i was all alone...and i saw her....the most awesome thing is she was already looking at me and smiling ! woah ! i was so shock i tried to look cool...and end up looking like an idiot.
well that it ! i found someone to look up to ! she is a leader and she is only 14 ! wow that is so powerful !
someday i might know her....
once again i am going to thank you again for letting me open my eyes and see how beautiful the world is.
so this is jordan signing off.
i guess its the end for us....we went diff roads in life....for me i went to being a leader in HOGC
she ? she have someone new , someone that would do things that i couldnt do. someone that love her more than i could.
well i guess that it ? the next part of my life. the next change.
it's been a hard ride with you , it may not mean much to you but it sure did mean a world to me
i am not crying...no.....
but the next chapter....i met a new girl...she doesnt know me at all but i think that she hates me because i keep on looking at her " not look la but just short eye contact with her " i guess she called me a creep hahaha \. but one day i was all alone...and i saw her....the most awesome thing is she was already looking at me and smiling ! woah ! i was so shock i tried to look cool...and end up looking like an idiot.
well that it ! i found someone to look up to ! she is a leader and she is only 14 ! wow that is so powerful !
someday i might know her....
once again i am going to thank you again for letting me open my eyes and see how beautiful the world is.
so this is jordan signing off.
Wednesday, May 22, 2013
day 3 without her..i miss her...i miss her voice...i miss her playing her guitar...i miss her smile....
the day i lost her is the day i lost my life...being so moodless..everyday...i am just living on the outside and dead in the inside...
guys i thought about it already...after i post "the last promise" i am done....making videos. there's no one that will watch my videos..no one will be always waiting for my videos every sunday....
its okay...i am not a great youtuber anyway. she doesn't laugh at my video as much as the other youtuber like tosh . noah and many more...i am really boring if you know me really long..
i feel that there is no point in life anymore ? my future children ? that if i can find someone that will put up with me for a really long time...if she willing to stay...i will be willing to try.
if i could ever find someone new....i would never make that mistake ever ! for now...i..really dont know what to do every night...i spend like 11 months skyping with her every night that i forgotten what i do when i am not skyping....but her ? she got so many guys that likes her...she doesn't mind losing me....so many guys she would skype with...
Me ? i dont have anyone thats likes me..so i am just a forever alone guy....
i wonder how many guys she said "i am at the very top with falling in love with you and you would do something stupid and ruin it"
hais...she a nice girl anyways...but i never...appreciate her....that where all it end...
if someday i will ever meet her again...i promise i am changed person
-jordan
the day i lost her is the day i lost my life...being so moodless..everyday...i am just living on the outside and dead in the inside...
guys i thought about it already...after i post "the last promise" i am done....making videos. there's no one that will watch my videos..no one will be always waiting for my videos every sunday....
its okay...i am not a great youtuber anyway. she doesn't laugh at my video as much as the other youtuber like tosh . noah and many more...i am really boring if you know me really long..
i feel that there is no point in life anymore ? my future children ? that if i can find someone that will put up with me for a really long time...if she willing to stay...i will be willing to try.
if i could ever find someone new....i would never make that mistake ever ! for now...i..really dont know what to do every night...i spend like 11 months skyping with her every night that i forgotten what i do when i am not skyping....but her ? she got so many guys that likes her...she doesn't mind losing me....so many guys she would skype with...
Me ? i dont have anyone thats likes me..so i am just a forever alone guy....
i wonder how many guys she said "i am at the very top with falling in love with you and you would do something stupid and ruin it"
hais...she a nice girl anyways...but i never...appreciate her....that where all it end...
if someday i will ever meet her again...i promise i am changed person
-jordan
Monday, May 20, 2013
I WOULDN'T LET IT END NOW ! NOT NOW OR EVER ! GIVE ME A FEW DAYS OR A MONTH LET ME MATURE UP ABIT ! I AM CHANGE MYSELF...THOSE STUFF YOU SAID...THANKS i am going to change...
hey...i got nothing to say...i am a jerk , a firetrucking ass , there's so much stuff i want to scold myself right now..but what's the use ? she's gone. yes i am going work her back...but let me mature up...grab my balls and be a firetrucking man...you will be probably thinking this is just another lie i am going to say..but who knows ?
realise that i...done so many bad thing to her...i hurt her , lie to her but why does her still wanna be friend ? she scolded me because she care for me...and wanted to teach me...there is so many stuff i want to say right now but...just cant seem to...
if i couldn't get her back....i am just gonna complete "the last promise" and do a favour for myself and really quit gaming...it's gonna be hard but...gonna give it a try...for the things she has done...
rmb me saying i will gain back your trust ? after breaking it ? i know you are tired of hearing sorry and all those stuff ? i will just action instead of saying words...well they say action speak louder than words...
i am trying my best to change myself for the better....and in the main time dont accept any guys yet !!! ( seriously don't ! )
love you !
-jordan
hey...i got nothing to say...i am a jerk , a firetrucking ass , there's so much stuff i want to scold myself right now..but what's the use ? she's gone. yes i am going work her back...but let me mature up...grab my balls and be a firetrucking man...you will be probably thinking this is just another lie i am going to say..but who knows ?
realise that i...done so many bad thing to her...i hurt her , lie to her but why does her still wanna be friend ? she scolded me because she care for me...and wanted to teach me...there is so many stuff i want to say right now but...just cant seem to...
if i couldn't get her back....i am just gonna complete "the last promise" and do a favour for myself and really quit gaming...it's gonna be hard but...gonna give it a try...for the things she has done...
rmb me saying i will gain back your trust ? after breaking it ? i know you are tired of hearing sorry and all those stuff ? i will just action instead of saying words...well they say action speak louder than words...
i am trying my best to change myself for the better....and in the main time dont accept any guys yet !!! ( seriously don't ! )
love you !
-jordan
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
one stop caring..the other stop trying , hey guys today's the 7/5/13 and i am here skyping with my best friend...and yea , do you guys wanna hear a story ?
once upon a time there live a dumb gamer and he likes a girl..that girl is the prettiest girl in school ! lot's of boys like her..but one time bad about her..she's a mrs. flirt them all. so one day he decided to ask her for her number and not knowing she's a flirt them all. so as normal she give her number...and he say thank you and walk away but..in his heart he did a huge achievement and in that girl heart it just another guy that want to talk to her...you see what happen in there ? the same situation but two different feelings.
day by day they became close...but he was wrong. the more her know about her the more he know that she TALKS TO ALOT OF BOYS. the closer he think he is , the more truth he has to face. ya truth hurts. he doesn't care about it and just continue talking to her...they start to talk on the phone...and that boy thought that she actually have time to talk to him and the truth is she got nothing to do and just really bored.
the mistaken thing goes on and on. he actually thought he stand a chance...what a dumbass ? "JLM"
that thing went on for months..until one day she had a boyfriend. but that guy doesn't know...they continue to otp each day until that girl boyfriend knew about him talking to her. he went to beat him up. wow thats suck right ? so he got two black eye....from that day on he never talk to her.
the girl found out that he beaten him...and was really disappointed and broken up with that guy
and went back talking to the dumb gamer.
thing went well for just awhile and then..one day she's at the lower point of her life..the dumb gamer was there for her even though he could not cheer her up but still he tried !
the dumb gamer was there for her the whole time..not caring about the guys that talks to her and all the shit that is happen on his life...but why ? why did he always make the time to talk to her , be there for her because he thought he stand a chance to change her life to the better ? is this true love ?
the girl must be really lucky to have such a guy that likes her...but so didn't care and continued talking to other guys....
soon she stop having time to talk to him anymore....calls from hours change to 10 min..or sometimes lucky he gets to call her
like always distance starts...they are no longer as close as they use to be.
one stop caring , the other stop trying
moral of the story : appreciate what you got before they are gone
( this story may or not be true because it just pops in my head )
-jordan
once upon a time there live a dumb gamer and he likes a girl..that girl is the prettiest girl in school ! lot's of boys like her..but one time bad about her..she's a mrs. flirt them all. so one day he decided to ask her for her number and not knowing she's a flirt them all. so as normal she give her number...and he say thank you and walk away but..in his heart he did a huge achievement and in that girl heart it just another guy that want to talk to her...you see what happen in there ? the same situation but two different feelings.
day by day they became close...but he was wrong. the more her know about her the more he know that she TALKS TO ALOT OF BOYS. the closer he think he is , the more truth he has to face. ya truth hurts. he doesn't care about it and just continue talking to her...they start to talk on the phone...and that boy thought that she actually have time to talk to him and the truth is she got nothing to do and just really bored.
the mistaken thing goes on and on. he actually thought he stand a chance...what a dumbass ? "JLM"
that thing went on for months..until one day she had a boyfriend. but that guy doesn't know...they continue to otp each day until that girl boyfriend knew about him talking to her. he went to beat him up. wow thats suck right ? so he got two black eye....from that day on he never talk to her.
the girl found out that he beaten him...and was really disappointed and broken up with that guy
and went back talking to the dumb gamer.
thing went well for just awhile and then..one day she's at the lower point of her life..the dumb gamer was there for her even though he could not cheer her up but still he tried !
the dumb gamer was there for her the whole time..not caring about the guys that talks to her and all the shit that is happen on his life...but why ? why did he always make the time to talk to her , be there for her because he thought he stand a chance to change her life to the better ? is this true love ?
the girl must be really lucky to have such a guy that likes her...but so didn't care and continued talking to other guys....
soon she stop having time to talk to him anymore....calls from hours change to 10 min..or sometimes lucky he gets to call her
like always distance starts...they are no longer as close as they use to be.
one stop caring , the other stop trying
moral of the story : appreciate what you got before they are gone
( this story may or not be true because it just pops in my head )
-jordan
Sunday, May 5, 2013
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